- 15 hours ago
Gotta love my guy, he’s a dork and keeps challenging me. Even when I go completely nuts…especially seeing the time of year and such memories coming back. He is amazing! Helps me deal with my issues and the flashbacks and nightmares like they were no problem. He’s safety, just what I needed to feel ok again. I can’t wait to get back to school and see his smiling face.
- 3 days ago
- 3 days ago
Hoping to take my guy to the dance. :) Finally get to wear one of my fancy formal gowns and be fancy. Something about him just makes things feel better. How he looks at me, it’s like I’m the most beautiful thing in the world…unlike my ex fiance whose eyes were full of lust. Things aren’t smooth, but through all this crap, he’s still around and that’s definitely nice. This guy has dealt with flashbacks and me going nuts because of them and crying or yelling, and he’s still here. You’ve gotta be one tough guy to deal with that kinda crazy, let me tell ya. I smile when I see him, even when he walked in on me singing to songs on itunes. Finally going slow on things and it’s getting better.
Also, looks like me and the roomies will be getting the place by school!!!! It’s exciting to finally be moving out of Cary. I love my family and the small amount of friends I have there, but there are too many memories there I’d rather keep in the past.